Holding pattern

Life feels like it is in a holding pattern right now. We are living with my dad, we have no money, Phil has no job, I am still fat, the girls are still sassy. But, truly, life does go on and I need to find a way to stay in it. Stay engaged. All I want to do is curl up in a ball and sleep. Until things are better. LOL. I don't think that will work. Hopefully, something will break for us soon. Let's hope in a good way.