I don't know what my problem is. All I want to do is sit around and cry. My job is getting to me, money is a problem as always, my kids are driving me batty, life in general is being a pain, my marriage is on the brink of disaster. I seriously am so overwhelmed. I know that I need to pray about it all but I feel so bad that all I would do is cry and that is no way to be either. My weight continues to rise despite my good intentions and I feel like crap. Everywhere I turn is one frustration after another.

Karen

Well... I am trying again. I cannot seem to get back my motivation from a few years ago. I had actually at one point seen 170 on the scale. Those days are long gone and I want to be back in the loosing game. I have decided I am not going to do anything with my hair until I am under 200lbs. That is almost 30lbs away. See if this helps me get back on track. I have been in the woo is me spot for way to long. Things are not good in my marriage, even though today makes 19 years, and I have been feeling sorry for myself for way to long. Get over it already. Going to pull up the big girls panties and get to it. Enough is enough.

Karen