I don't know what to do...

I really don't. Phil is out of work and we are basically homeless. We are staying with my dad. This has been an awful month and I don't know when or how it will get better. April 1-Phil was laid off April 5-Moved into a new and cheaper house April 16-Found out ARI kept his insurance money but cut off his insurance April 18-Found out we had to evacuate new house April 19-Altenator went out on Phil's truck April 19-Pack up all the stuff I just put away and hung on the walls April 20-Moved all of our things into storage April 21-Tire blew on my car April 26-Altenator went out on my car I feel ashamed and embarrased to be living with my dad at this age. I don't know where to turn right now. It is awkward and uncomfortable. We are in the way. The thing is it took us along time to find this house. Now what? And Phil has still not found a job and we are broke. I totally feel that I am failing my children.

Shitty week already...

It's only Wednesday and this has been a tough week. Phil lost his job on Monday. He was laid off. He had been reassured numerous times that he wouldn't be losing his job but alas they lied. People tend to do that alot apparently. We had just gotten health insurance a 2 months ago. Something we haven't had in many years. It took him a long time to get this job. I am not sure what we are going to do now. He is 49 and doesn't have a High School Diploma or GED and even though neither of those would do him any good in the jobs he apply's for that is their requirement. Trying really hard not to get depressed and angry about the whole situation. So, I am guessing I will need to give up some of my stuff again. Weight Watchers and getting my nails done, of course. I will have to take on his phone and truck payments. Which makes it even tighter for me since our rent is so high. Man, I am to old for this crap to keep happening. It makes me so tired and depressed. I guess we are just doomed to failure. We can't ever seem to get our shit together.