I feel like a total and complete slug. I ate a huge breakfast this morning. I was super stressed and it seems I especially eat stress. Now I feel like I can't move. UGh I hate this feeling and I do it to myself all the time. For the millionth time, I gotta lose weight.
K
Wednesday, June 19, 2013
Money
I hate that my life seems to center around it. And it's not because I have so much. We are pretty much paycheck to paycheck family. Which sucks to be honest with you.
I had to open a new checking account because the Bank of America here is selling out. Today is the first day that my check should go into my new checking account and I check first thing this morning and its not there. I panic, of course. Called my new bank and it just hasn't posted yet. Man, freak a person out. But I am completely shaky, nervous stomache and in tears over it. That is just totally stupid. I so wish that I could put money away in savings but I just always fail in the finance department.
Diet is also a fail this week. I really just want to go back to bed and pull the covers up over my head and pretend that I just hit the lottery. Guess that won't really work. LOL.
Hopefully, the day will get better from here.
Have a good one
K
I had to open a new checking account because the Bank of America here is selling out. Today is the first day that my check should go into my new checking account and I check first thing this morning and its not there. I panic, of course. Called my new bank and it just hasn't posted yet. Man, freak a person out. But I am completely shaky, nervous stomache and in tears over it. That is just totally stupid. I so wish that I could put money away in savings but I just always fail in the finance department.
Diet is also a fail this week. I really just want to go back to bed and pull the covers up over my head and pretend that I just hit the lottery. Guess that won't really work. LOL.
Hopefully, the day will get better from here.
Have a good one
K
Tuesday, June 18, 2013
Man, this sucks
Totally screwed up my eating last night. Phil bought stuff for strawberry shortcake and I totally overate. I did, however, not drink any soda all day yesterday.
Today is a new day and I am going to work to get back on track.
Today is a new day and I am going to work to get back on track.
Monday, June 17, 2013
Back at it , again.
I gotta do something about my weight. I wish that I was one of those people that could eat anything and it didn't really affect the way I feel. But I feel yucky. I have been drinking alot of fountain soda's in the past few weeks and generally eating like crap. And I can tell. I wish that i didn't let it get so out of hand every time. I am back up to 232.8. Ugh. So today starts my first day back on track.
Breakfast
Breakfast cookie, Peach Mango Crystal light
Lunch
Subway Club w/ Baked BBQ Chips, PM Crystal light
No exercise. But that will come. Small steps.
My youngest sister Robyn has lost quite a bit of weigh since last August. She looks really good and I am totally jealous. I want to be able to do that. I think it comes down to disciplne not really willpower. I need to get back to it and hit it hard. I feel so much better when I do it right.
On a seperate note, we are still loving our new place and Phil is still liking his new job. Thank you God for all of your blessings.
K
Breakfast
Breakfast cookie, Peach Mango Crystal light
Lunch
Subway Club w/ Baked BBQ Chips, PM Crystal light
No exercise. But that will come. Small steps.
My youngest sister Robyn has lost quite a bit of weigh since last August. She looks really good and I am totally jealous. I want to be able to do that. I think it comes down to disciplne not really willpower. I need to get back to it and hit it hard. I feel so much better when I do it right.
On a seperate note, we are still loving our new place and Phil is still liking his new job. Thank you God for all of your blessings.
K
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