People drive me insane

Came in from burning trash and I had a missed call from A. So I call back and leave a message. She leaves me a message asking what I needed. She also tells me what my husband and children are doing. Than has my husband call me to see what I wanted. For the love of all I was only returning her damn call. Wi in tomorrow. I have had quite a few days where I didn't feel in control of myself so I am not expecting much. Just hoping it is on the down ward slope.

Down

At Saturday's WI I was down another 1.8lbs. I was hoping to hit the 10lb mark. Not quite. Maybe this week. I have been feeling really in control lately and I am hoping that continues. I have also been tracking everything. That is a huge thing for me. And seems to be what helped me lose the 70lbs I lost 4 years ago. I have added it up and I have 22 WI's before Christmas. I would like to lose 50lbs by than. Only have 40.2lbs to go. I know I can do this.

Back at it..

This are my most recent pictures. I am praying these can be my "before" pictures. Losing weight that is. I was up to 249.6. Pretty damn close to that 250 mark. I lost 8lbs the first week. Weigh in is Saturday mornings. Hoping that this week will be a good one to. Already feeling alot better. Started walking to. 3-4 times a week is my goal. I would like to lose 50 lbs by Christmas. So, only 42.6 to go.