Phil is trying to quit smoking. It is never pretty when he does. He gets very angry. Mostly, at me and the girls. We already had a confrontation this am and I am almost sure he probably went and got some cigars. His problem not mine. I keep telling him he has to stop half assing it.
Well, I think that's what I am doing. I have been back to WW for 5 weeks now. The first two weeks were awesome and I was as close to perfect as I am ever going to be. But these last 3 weeks I have been half assing it. Not tracking well, eating over my points and eating junk. Not exercising consitantly. Well as of today I am vowing to get my shit together. I cannot control how Phil reacts to quitting smoking. I can only be supportive. I cannot control what happens in life but I can control how I react to it.
So these are my resolutions for 2011
1. Lose 79lbs by 12/31/11
2. Work on being financially solvent
3. Be happy in my marriage
4. Walk 500 miles
5. Quit letting my weight keep me from doing anything.
The first one may be alittle optomistic but I am going to try my best. 2 & 3 are a little vague and I hope as the year progress's I can firm them up. 4 is totaly doable I am just going to have to walk alittle more on the weekends. And, 5 is within my power now. I want to enjoy my life now AND when I lose weight. So why hold off now. Well, I am not anymore.
Wish me luck, and God bless
Karen
