Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Feeling pissy and sorry for myself

My sister broke up with her boyfriend, had a house fire which killed her little dog all within a span of 3 days. My heart is broken for her. But she won't let me help. I have texted her several times and called and got the bum's rush. I picked up the girls yesterday and all I get is yelled at by Sunshine and Daisy got in trouble for not listening to the teacher. Get home and Phil didn't do anything but one load of laundry all day. Took it out of the dryer and transferred another load for me. What is with that? I work full time and I am still suppose to do everything at the house even though he has been laid off since September. I know that I am suppose to just keep my mouth shut but it is really hard. It's not like my life is that hard or anything but a little help would be appreciated. Than if he does help I am suppose to bow down and give thanks. Like he ever thanks me. All I get is nasty looks about the supper I made. Or grouching from the girls because I didn't get their chaple shirts washed. And to top all that off, I am not so crazy about my job. I feel very overwhelmed and not valued, but the pay is to good to go somewhere else. I just really want a day off to myself but that isn't going to happen until Phil gets a job and I don't see that happening anytime soon.

Waa Waa Waa

Gotta go
Karen