Tuesday, April 30, 2013

I don't know what to do...

I really don't. Phil is out of work and we are basically homeless. We are staying with my dad. This has been an awful month and I don't know when or how it will get better. April 1-Phil was laid off April 5-Moved into a new and cheaper house April 16-Found out ARI kept his insurance money but cut off his insurance April 18-Found out we had to evacuate new house April 19-Altenator went out on Phil's truck April 19-Pack up all the stuff I just put away and hung on the walls April 20-Moved all of our things into storage April 21-Tire blew on my car April 26-Altenator went out on my car I feel ashamed and embarrased to be living with my dad at this age. I don't know where to turn right now. It is awkward and uncomfortable. We are in the way. The thing is it took us along time to find this house. Now what? And Phil has still not found a job and we are broke. I totally feel that I am failing my children.