Thursday, December 16, 2010

I just can't seem to do it.

Blog that is. I have lots of things to say. Ask anyone who knows me. But when it comes to putting it in this blog I can't seem to do it.

It has been a rough week. Last Thursday at WI I lost 8lbs. Go me!!! But then things started falling apart. Phil and I are in a rough patch right now and I wasn't very good at pulling my punches and really let him have it. The resentment has been building for a while and I didn't have a tight enough lock on my mouth. Add to that that we were suppose to have $566.00 deposited to our bank on the 15th and it still isn't there are we are $282.00 in the red it doesn't bode well. We are at least on speaking terms right now but it feels really shaky. Earlier this week he said he had had it and was moving out. What a miserable day. He has apologized for that but I think we are still going to try some marriage counseling. Just have to find the money for that.

All that to say that I think I did alright this week with WW. I wasn't tracking until Tuesday but I did go back and track everything I ate for the week and I don't think I forgot anything. My scale shows me up .2 and I could handle that. 8lbs was incredible so I am not expecting much just don't want it to be a couple lbs up. That is so discouraging. We shall see tonight.

Karen